Dear Kirstie,

its been one week since the funeral... it was a very long week here.. much longer for Peter. i've tried to give him some space... i don't want to crowd him... I guess I'm just not sure what he needs right now... As always, i wish you guys were closer to me... or I you. Then i could pop over like I want to... just drop off some dinner for Peter, or just to say hi.
peter is having a rough go of it today... i am not sure what to do aside from offer support. I'm very worried. i miss more than ever your sound advice and insights to what people need or the best thing to do.

Craig and I are trying to help him... i wish I knew what to do. Were he closer I would drop it all and go over... but I know peter likes his privacy too.

I mean for this to be an outlet for me today, but I am twisted into a knot about Peter now. I think I will give him a call... I hope that is the right thing to do...